i feel that no one really knows me.. but i also feel like i do not know myself.. so it is all very confusing. and you say 'how can you have a bio if you are confused' well the truth is i can't. so this is why i write this bullshit here... please someone tell me.. if you know who i am.. if you are working for those people that are trying to come after me please tell me. i know they are out there. waiting. praying that i will screw up and fall into their hands.. they know something i don't know.. something abuot ME.. and that is scary that there people who know more about me than i know aobut myself that is scary and stuff and i hope to run away some day.. get on a cloud and float but until then i write this to keep my mind from running.